Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Unanswered Questions

How much pain must you go through?
How much of you identity must you lose?
How many hours must you cry?
When will you ever open your eyes?
He gave into his demons and drug you along.
What more does he have to put you through?
When will you say that you are done, that you are through?
Why did you have to go and give up?
Why did you have to go and fuck yourself up?
What will it take to open your eyes?
The next fix might be your final goodbye.
What will your children do?
No Mommy
No Daddy
Just a box in the ground and a stone in the grass
Mommy and Daddy have turned to ash
Unanswered questions for night time prayers
Alone and afraid
But you didn’t care.

R.I.P Dear Friend

I feel like I am dying
I am falling
Drowning
Unable to breath
Trust and friendship
Worthless
His addiction leads your life
You drown with him
I can’t save you anymore
You drown with him
I will mourn you
You will be missed